Heart always desires what it cant have

Not everything good,

Not everything right,

Yet it is desired by the heart with all its might,

It cannot be let go,

It cannot be left so,

Yet there is no option otherwise.

Why things become so important I fail to get,

Yet they are so deep inside me that I cannot forget,

Each failure tells me what I could not do,

And each success means nothing so,

The happiness it seems lasts for a moment,

While the ache of failure doesnt leave for even a moment.

You wait and wait for the ache to go away,

But the stupid heart would never sway.

It would always desire what it cant have.

CHANGES

There are so many people who have contributed in changing me in subtle ways.. So many that I cant even name them all.. But each mistake has taught me something new... Each person has made me who I am now.. And the question that I often ask myself is that am I happy being this person or not coz in the end only thing that matters is being happy with who you are? And thankfully for me the answer so far has been yes I am happy.

So this post is dedicated to all people who made me grow up..

All people who made me change..

All people the people who changed..

All the people who taught me something..

All the people who hurt me at some level..

All the people who made me realize what a fool I was..

And I know I will be meeting many such people in future also.. People who would hurt me, betray me , at some level break me.. But I also know that in the end that is what makes me strong..

So people though I have been mad at you and maybe am still mad and pissed off..

Maybe I cant stand being in the same room as you..

Yet today I want to thank you.

Thank you for the favor you unknowingly did..

Thank you for hurting me..

Thank you for teaching me..

And thank you for making me strong..